Hello folks … Yes it’s been a long time again … Sorry i haven’t been up to writing again since my last entry … Sooooo much has happened since then and it’s been like a rollercoaster ride of emotions … One day feeling happy and relaxed another day sobbing my heart out then the days i feel nothing just a numbness … And so it goes on but today i decided i would take the time out and get writing …

Since my last entry … I’d given my husband a choice again that he either accept my offer of a flight home or move out but i had the same excuse from him “what about the money i owe?” … he’d told me he had borrowed £900 i was mortified but told him it wasn’t my problem … I had told him before he went on his courses and ventures that the marriage was over … So i told him that he’d have to go back to Egypt and get a job and pay the money back from there … But he refused …So i said you will have to move out then as i can’t live under these circumstances … I asked for my keys back … The stress of everything was making me so ill i would rather have died than continue living like that.

I came home after a lovely afternoon out Hamada was sleeping on the sofa … All this was driving me crazy … When he woke up i told him to get off the sofa so i could sit on it … After his dinner he went out then i couldn’t find the keys … when i phoned he said he wanted to shut the door but he hadn’t shut the door … I was sick of his mind games … I took the keys back when he returned … Then when i went to retire to bed i couldn’t find my keys !! I searched everywhere every room every cupboard and draw every nook and cranny … They were no where to be found … I said if you have hidden them and are lying there watching me you have had it … He denied any knowledge and why would he take them ?

But he had taken them … I found them in the toe of his trainer … He said i must have dropped them … Ha hello he’d been out in the trainers with a big bunch of keys in the toe … I told him that was it and he was leaving first thing in the morning …

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