Sorry it’s been a while again, my laptop broke the beginning of January, so i was unable to access my site. I got my new lap top 13th February and my brother David came on the Sunday to transfer all my files back

So what’s been happening since my last post, we had the team leader at works 50th birthday party, that was a good night, Maureen, Eileen and Pat picked me up in their taxi, we met Jean and Betty there. We had a kitty for the drinks and Maureen and me did the waitressing, we were very surprised as the rounds weren’t at all expensive. We had lots to drink and Maureen, Betty and me had lots of dances, i really enjoyed myself.

I met my friend Elaine and her friends for a drink again, then i had a night out with my friend Kathy and her friends, we went around a few bars then into a couple of clubs, i was enjoying myself until Kathy lost her drinks and went to take mine, when i told her she became abusive as usual. So after i finished my drinks i left and went home. I’ve not made any contact since and i’ve not heard from her ’til yesterday when she texted me about a cardi she lent me.

Since Christmas i’ve made some life changing decisions, i’ve decided i’m not going to pursue my relationship with Antonio, I’ve had my doubts since i came home, it’s taken me a while but i finally realised i can’t afford him and don’t trust him. I also realised i’d be putting myself back into a situation i’d just gotten myself out of and that scared me.

This also applies to friends and others i meet, i don’t want to be around abusive people or have them in my life any more.

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