My new bed has been a god send, thanks to my friend Lynn helping me with all my shopping, don’t know what I’d have done without her.

5th of December Thomas, my brother David and wife Sarah’s son enters the world, he’s beautiful, even though I’d only seen him on photographs.

Christmas Day, I was alone and relaxing all was quiet ’til about 8pm fuelled by wine her below kicked off, the same argument, he doesn’t love me, you don’t love me. I shouted down to shut up!!! and turned the volume on my tv up to drown them out, but I was livid and my stress levels raised because of it. Thankfully it didn’t last too long but I’m angry the thought of another situation like previous occasions fills me with dread……

Boxing Day we all went to my sister Hazels, Ruth came to pick me up, but because of child birth problems David and Sarah couldn’t stay so only saw Thomas briefly, he’s so tiny and perfect. We had a nice time at Hazels, lots to eat and drink and I loved all my presents and they should and did too I stayed the night and spent the next day at Ruth and Doug’s.

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